Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Backstabbing

I get hurt today after knowing something i should not have known. If i know that it will be so hurting..i will not choose to know at the 1st place. I cant believe that this friend of mine is backstabbing me!! I treat her as a friend of mine, talking to her from my inner heart. I have never ever pretend in front of her.But i cant believe that she actually hates me..though she seems to be good and as friendly as other in front of me...OMG..i just hate it.
when someone is jealous about you, she or he will be trying their very best to talk bad bout you?to backstab you?or to stop someone from interacting with you?Is this wat they should do?Have i done sumthing wrong until this fren of mine have to backstab me...talk bad bout me in front of sumone whom i really cares?what i her purpose of doing all these?Is this what we called as friend?
I hate pretenders..she is so fake..she talks sweet in front of me..but behind..she is a hypocrite..i get really upset and dissapointed.Sometimes i wonder,how many true friends will we have in our life?Who is considered as our true friend and who is not?
Friends who are nice in front of you may not be your true friends. YOu may be inspired by their sweet talks.but deep down..they are juz fooling you around,taking you for granted. whereas frens who scold or screw you up..with harsh words..can be your true friends who care and love..Well this is life.whey will not alwiz stay they way they are..there is alwiz ups and downs in life...
But this friend of mine really dissapoint me..she is juz the only one whom i know doing this to me..wat bout others?I am sure there will be other friends of mine doing the same thing as her...i am slowly losing confidence in my friends...Sorry dude..but it is true..sometimes i would rather keep everything to myself than to reveal to my so-called friends..~sigh~

11 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

There are alot of girls that can pretend very well, and at the back they are saying all sorts of bad things about us. It makes no difference whether you are a guy or girl, they are just like that, and they always want to show to ppl that they are the good one, and we are the bad one. I hate it, but they are all around me.

3/5/05 10:31 AM  
Blogger Iced Skeleton said...

u just have to be more careful next time, i suppose.
anyhow, try to let go of that feeling and ignore her.

if she can hurt u now, she will do it again.
(i sound cruel, but once i've lost faith/trust in someone, that is the end)

3/5/05 11:42 AM  
Blogger Adeline said...

mrkiasu:i hate it too...n i agree that they are juz around us...i juz gte really pissed off..

venus:me too..when i hav lost faith in sumone...he or she will never ever gain my trust again..thatz me...

3/5/05 1:38 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

there is so called FRIEND that will treat like sister and brother but acctually in their heart they dun really like u.
they r juz pretending.
i dunno wat is the purpose they do so.
For Me, if i dun like that person i will not close to him or her.

Adeline, i think u dun have to care about the gal anymore.
she is backstabbing u.
she doesn't qualify to have this friendship.

Life is a long journey and this is just a part of the experience.
so learn from it,forget about her.

3/5/05 4:23 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am not going to go through all the lectures. I am going to make it short?

Who is she? Do I know her?

Whatever is it, you still have me. ;)

-Jason-

3/5/05 5:01 PM  
Blogger Adeline said...

yeah..jason
u know this gal..n i m not gonna tell u now..will share with u when i meet okie..
yeah..i still got you..where i can rely n trust..
thanz.

3/5/05 9:54 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sometimes a simple word can't discribe a person , especially when it comes to someone which is really important to you . So let one go if u can , if it doesn't worth staying in ur circle of friend or perhaps he/she shouldn't be in ur circle of friend . Don't hate him/her cause it doesn't worth for your anger and ur coolness , ignore them n never let them enter to the circle anymore , like people who has come into ur circle and try to be a very good friend of urs n then for suddenly they disappear , without a call , or only a short message or even block u in the msn , please don't forgive them , leave them for he/she doesn't appreciate you for what u have actually place him/she in ur heart . So all the best in your future undertaking for i will be praying for you to get everything smoothly in your life so that you can smile everyday :þ

7/5/05 5:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sometimes a simple word can't describe a person , especially when it comes to someone which is really important to you . So let one go if u can , if it doesn't worth staying in ur circle of friend or perhaps he/she shouldn't be in ur circle of friend . Don't hate him/her cause it doesn't worth for your anger and ur coolness , ignore them n never let them enter to the circle anymore , like people who has come into ur circle and try to be a very good friend of urs n then for suddenly he'she disappear , without a call , or only a short message or even block u in the msn , please don't forgive him/her , leave them for he/she doesn't appreciate you for what u have actually place him/she in ur heart . So all the best in your future undertaking for i will be praying for you to get everything smoothly in your life so that you can smile everyday :þ

7/5/05 5:42 PM  
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